Matthew Mitcham: “I feel ashamed of myself”


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Speaking about his relationships during the latest episode of SAS Australia, Matthew Mitcham described himself as selfish and dishonest and said ‘I feel ashamed of myself.”

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Matthew is doing well on the arduous reality show set in the Jordanian desert. With half the contestants gone, he remains. Among others, he’s seen off Anthony Mundine, Jason  Akermanis, and LaToya Jackson. (Sorry, LaToya was on The Masked Singer. So easy to confuse these reality shows. Gotta feel for Darren Hayes and Courtney Act spending week after week under those unwieldy masks.)

As well as the physical challenges, contestants on reality shows need to display some vulnerability. Otherwise, they face episode after episode of RuPaul demanding they ruveal their vulnerabilities. Something RuPaul last did decades ago. (Someone just told me that’s also a different show. FMD, they all seem the same.)

So, in Episode 6 of SAS Australia, Matthew Mitcham again displayed his vulnerability as he opened up on camera.

A really selfish person

“I’ve been a really selfish person in relationships.

“I feel so ashamed for the immense hurt that I caused someone for 11 years who stayed with me all throughout my entire addiction. And despite being several years clean and sober and it being one of his absolute deal-breakers, I still struggle to be completely honest with my husband. So the thing I’m most ashamed to admit today is I hurt the people who are most important to me because honesty is not one of my core values and I’m a liar. I struggle to tell the truth when it’s difficult.”

So, Matthew is human. If he can admit that on television — knowing people will throw it at him for decades to come — he’s honest enough for me.

But SAS Australia is reality TV and reality TV, like bukkake movies, demands everything be milked to the last drop.

So some quasi-military dude subjects our Matthew to an interrogation.

“What’s the latest lie that’s eating you up?”

With tears welling in his eyes, Matthew digs himself in deeper.

Sexual behaviour

“Sexual behaviour… outside the relationship. Which is ridiculous because my partner and I have an understanding and yet I still have so much shame about it but I can’t be honest with it. So, there’s no reason to lie about it and that’s what eats me up. Because of my own shame.”

 

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